towards the Darkest future.

2009-12-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

gahhhhhhhhh
everyone is getting excited over prom
'what should i wear
lets go buy stuff for prom
i havnt buy my dress!
dye hair?
i spent hellot for prom'
and stuff like tt.
they are all busy getting excited
while im not, cos im not going
boo-hoo.
-such a loser,ahhaha
-emo kid.
-loner.....

and in a few moment everyone will be at there
looking at each others prom costume.

hai.
no phototaking with the pretty and shuai ppl
anyway i also dun fit into the photo if i was there.
oh well.

these few days hav been quite a bore.
i dun hav a new com.
everything is as usual.
i cant play games cos my com sucks.
my parents dun wan to buy me new com
'2years later u will be in uni and will get a laptop, dun waste'
thats provided i get into uni first right...
'u only come back every weekend'
hai.
my life is so exciting here.
..

ytd my mio just died on me.
lol, at first it jus made some sound
then after tt it jus went off.
but now, it has been replaced
its white now, like every other ppl's miobox.

for the past few weeks and days,
happy birthday people.
those people include
syjia mark wx wk serene
lol (:
and yea, ash and joe wedding ((:

:/
i have been clearing up my stuff in my house.
cos i've got nothing to do
except for watching anime,
play my piano,
play my psp
...
so i clean all my drawers, cabinet,
i even clean up the piano.
found many things tt brings me thru my memories.
theres this photo album from primary6!
i rmbr bringing this old camera into the class
and started taking some photos.
hahaha if i scan those photos and upload on fb
and tag everyone
sure very cool.
haha maybe a few days later hahahaha.

nothing much to say. later.

2009-11-25T00:29:00.004+08:00

looks like Alvl physic mcq paper
is probably the last day
of our Alvl,
and our time together in a same area.
after tt paper,
we may or may not see each other again.
its the time everyone parts.
and with me like this,
i know.
i just know.

why are you people just so selfish?
seriously.
if u wan to play tgt,
why cos of house messy and stuff
and dun let fren go ur house.
i shouldnt say this,
but i hope u are not reading this.
but it dosent really matter,
oh well.
after all, we ended up not playing
cos of more excuses and stuff.
whatever we planned from the start
did not end like it should be.
i never expect more.

fuck you computer.
technology, cause and reason to and for everything.

i actually like this skin more than all others i hav.

why must human be just like this.
i know its the reality,
i know i watched too many supernatural shows and anime and stuff,
but really hate it when i feel so useless
when i cannot protect the person i wan to protect
not like most animes like'i will protect my frens and family'
tt kind of stuff, then they gain some random powers...
like protect those important people of one's life.
fairytale. im speechless.
the more i try to master the piano score of the chinese song,
the more i feel like living in a unreal world.

what a loner i am.
basketball mahjong basketball mahjong.
wad's fking wrong with me.
simultaneously,
i wan to die early, and be healthy. -.-
i always say its probably a good thing tt i live this world.
and i always got this pressure to keep myself not too unhealthy.
like go run for fk?
eat so healthy for what.
if 2012 is really gona be the end of the world.
i will be damn looking forward to it.

anyway i think it should be ok to patch things up with tt guy afterall it wasnt really tt such a great deal for tt minor incident. i mean it actually wasnt supposed to end up like this, but for some reason, it did. we were still fine the day after tt incident, but whatever's after it was like, poof, a void.

hey maine, hope u are doing well over there.

wad else did i bottled.
let me think then i come back to u,
dear.

2009-11-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

feeling quite down,
feeling quite stupid
feeling quite unsuccessful
feeling uber phail.
feeling useless
feeling hopelessness.
feeling lonely
feeling emo ttm.

wheres everyone else?
im living in my own world?
theres no one around me?
tormented world of solitude?
no one messaged me
no one talked to me
it felt like im dead.
am i?
if i am, hmmm,
isit a good thing or not?

maybe its exam.
but its too abnormal
i dont want this life.
where did u go?
i cant live properly without u.
where?
that emo corner to squat?
cant find.
say something!
argh.

did something happened?
please dont ignore me.
damn it.
i'll end my life, will it help?

2009-10-18T23:12:00.004+08:00

i knew this will happen one day.
no matter which day, now or months later
im quite certain what i hear will be the same

i know i should not lie to u
but i know if i had told u the truth,
u will feel maybe quite speechless
then duno how to react
then our bonds will be broken until quite bad.
i really dun wan to lose u.
i hope i dun mind being jus a good friend.
and a goooooood fren.

probably my lie,
makes things better,
whether u believed me or not
im not very sure.
i hav been thinking maybe u alrdy know that im lying,
but wan me to make the decision.
well i decided to lie,
so that everything remains as it is.
and u and i will not lose a good and great friend.

i've been trying
trying to get close,
to make u feel my presence
however, it was futile,
not totally futile,
at least u see me as a great companion,
rather than anything more than that.
i guess i'll hav to accept it,
i know im not good enough,
i know i will fall for u
and i know its near impossible that u will fall for me back
but now i know ur answer,
i probably just hide under my blanket
reflect for awhile and drop a few tears
like what i did a few years back
day after day,
it will begone.

hopefully it does.
maybe its not something great
that should make me so quite sad.

i've got greater thing to be concerned about
but neither can i neglect my own life.

i hate to say this
but its actually 'yes'.

maybe this scorching dry land need my tears

to replenish the dry lakes

to extinguish the wildfires.
i shall just take a deep breath.
and absorb all my sadness
and bottle them up.
until one day,
i become insane.

that's when i'll commit suicide.
after i perform limit break.

hope.
in this land.
is so limited.

2009-10-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

it is today. 13oct.

your day.

probably the day,

that whatever been etched in my mind

be gone forever.

i hope.

my days are counting.

im dying soon.

helpless.

2009-10-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

im not sure what im feeling.
that every word u said
makes me sadder each time.

and u turned away with just one phrase.
how was i supposed to react?
ur back was alrdy facing me.

im so foolish.

2009-09-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

will i master it?

i hope i can..

its quite tough.

2009-09-24T16:56:00.001+08:00

im not trustworthy.

if it makes u happy.

2009-09-22T12:52:00.002+08:00

do some people really get irritated and annoyed that people keep sms-ing them?

i mean like there are people who wants to talk to u

people who want to ask u smth

share smth with u

be it their stories

or just some random crap, like 'roar' or 'boo'

they are good means to keep in touch.

i rather have many people to sms to

and of course still stay within my free sms limit ha.

then having no one to sms to.

i have quite a very limited number of people who i can spam sms to.

it can counted with one hand...

if it was last time.. hmmm..

depending on how long ago,

i'll probably will still have very limited no. that can be count with 1 hand also.

cos there is a plus minus zero number of people i can talk to.

for example,

the first two got replaced by two new faces.

the above example is only valid for year 2009 and later.

so i can say that year 2009 is the year that

probably made a change in my life.

be it slightest or a larger portion.

im always very enthusiastic to see who sms-ed me.

whenever i see' Mio-alert' or 'My Nokia'

i will sian diao.

but if its like people's names

i will be different reaction.

if i were to leave my phone alone for 1 week,

hopefully there will be

msgs from 3 different people

and a missed call.

im like living in quite a lonely world

so most of the time i'm throwing myself into the tormented world of solitude.

-.-

and so no one will want to talk to me.

No one understands me. lol.

i prolly never exceed my sms limit before.

its only 500.

should i feel sad or neutral?

cos i really didnt do much to that life.

how come u still on my fb friend list?

can u just delete me since u dun wan to reply me?

hai. :/

can a level just come.... i dun wan to do anymore difficult as prelim questions.

no much time left.

today no ktv to watch. next post ba. hav to find a suitable one.

2009-09-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

i think. this song. is what i have to say.

for the past weeks?

ok.

so far, i have embedded quite some songs.

everytime is from different singers.

it's just how cool, that everytime i can find a song that almost suit

what i'm gonna say, or what i have in mind

that i want to say.

to.

some.

people.

oh wells.

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

we have got like less than 50 days to Alevel

wee.

i hope i can pull through.

After As,

= mahjong,

kbox,

piano mastery,

watch movies that i missed,

watch those 'legend' shows,

play basketball,

spend time with..

play my psp,

running at bedok stadium or reservoir,

manymany more things...

and catch up with more animes!

---

will u keep me company?

will u not leave my side?

will u not not talk to me?

will u forget me?

will u wan to keep in touch with me?

well i see u again after the exam?

will we be there for each other?

will u will u will u?

will u just ignore me for the rest of my life?

will u never think of me?

will u forget me？

will u take back what u said?

u probably had.

and you said u will not ignore me.

it proved otherwise.

will u tell me what's wrong?

will u gime a reply?

i need some sad piano scores

to prepare for after As.

gota find them.

2009-09-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

everything is the lyrics.

2009-09-05T16:28:00.003+08:00

i like that notion of

being an orphan

that was abandoned in the orphange

that is sited by the beach,

where there is a lighthouse,

some where in the distance,

that will shine on my way

leading me to wherever

i can find hope

love

happiness

peace and harmony.

while the way is being pathed by the light,

(although light has no substance, only photons which acts as wave or particles)

i encountered other orphans

and they are people i hope that i'll meet in the future again

who will bring joy to peoples' lives.

i wish for a gunblade.

not really though,

but i need something that i can perform lionheart with

you deserved to be 'lionhearted',

i'm right.

i so pathetic.

i cant do anything

i can only watch

watch people suffer

watch people die

if only i have superpower

be it bankai

geass

magic/spells

whatever that will suffice.

i dont wan to see u

performing that same action in front of me

it hurts me.

but i felt hopeless.

i dont wan to see u

not performing that action

i feel ignored, i feel insignificant

it's like.

my existance is redundant.

my existance is just worthless

i must say its actually true, as of now,

but it is too parochial to decide what i am today,

to push the 'X' button as though u are judging a performance,

to base on one particular exercise and neglected the myraid picture.

(iprobablyusedthewrongword)

i know i'm not good at it

but still, u continued to believe,

or maybe not,

at least my presence got a slight influence,

but inside me, is just a hollow.

i hav no idea how to react,

but i can only hope for the better,

in any ways.

.....

why am i doing this?

u can only give me the over-arching point,

like, it's significant.

where's the PEAS structure? lol

oh well. haha

jus joking. :/

i should stop

but i really think the notion

of being from an orphanage by the beach with friends

is purely cool..

thanks xl.

ha.

after all im jus a failure.

i ought to die

so, if im from an orphange,

at least the effects will not be that strong.

whatever to you, mengyee.

it cannot be changed.

2009-09-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

你的笑容是恩惠世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对 oh … i'm not okay

我假装无所谓才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰无论(有)多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡

我可以无所谓寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对 oh … i'm not okay

我假装无所谓才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰无论(有)多虚伪

2009-08-30T00:40:00.001+08:00

2009-08-17T19:16:00.004+08:00

It's like she said,

i always think im ok,im ok.

but in fact, im just deceiving myself.

there's no way im okay

if i go into the exam hall

and start panicking and mumber to myself that

'ah! i cant rmbr!'

'heck la, give it all i've got'

and not something like, 'this is going be chicken feet.'

wait a moment, how is chicken feet linked to easy.

it's not a synonym.

also, if im going in

and keep saying shit,

im gona get screwed,

or im actually already screwed.

oh well.

i just keep deceiving myself

keep giving myself comforting words.

keep procrastinating,

keep slacking off

keep thinking of someone,

keep wanting to sms people

keep getting distracted.

keep hesitating about talking to someone.

keep listening to music

keep playing psp and phone

and it justs goes on and on.

why cant i rest or sleep like my chinchilla?

although caged,

it has nothing to do.

eat sleep look stone jump drink

hai.

recently i looked through my book

i saw this page

and find it quite the helpful to me

in the future

for memories.

there are other pages

having other peoples' writings

but i never take pic.(:

if you are reading this,

do you remember? :D

just another pic. random.

oh well.................... jia~

2009-08-07T16:59:00.003+08:00

Live in procrastination.

Angel vs Demon.

im giving up soon.

after so much.

i vaguely confessed.

patch things together.

turns stale.

level fluctuation.

theres no need for me.

not a place in mind.

vaguely.

you're there.

but im not.

you made me feel down.

Without you, im nothing.

without me, you are still you.

chorus:

因为我遇见你像一场虚拟的游戏

我认识你也只是网路上一段讯息

你若不在我的脑海就一片空白

因为我不停猜想你的心思你的脸

模拟着和你见面走在一起的画面

我会等待你能接受这么爱

what should i do?

leave you alone?

or commit suicide?

where is my haven?

i guess it found it.

hope to see you.

again.

bye.

2009-07-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

this song has never make me don't enjoy it.

and it just suit the atmosphere now.

its beautiful.

2009-07-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

It is all super screwed up.

almost one month never write a post already.

feeling quite sian about this

but well, i guess i should spend some time doing up this blog

as in jus write a proper post like usual lo.

the questions asked, made me think

i had to think deep about the true meaning too.

for i've already realised that none of them are one.

even the one i once considered,

is probably no longer.

as a fact that we've parted our ways,

it cant be changed.

as for the rest,

there was a moment.

but the moment no longer exist.

what's left is just a plain piece of memory.

or perhaps, there is no wants to recall it.

just how studies go into my brain, and disappear the next moment.

i bought a void stone.

and appear as an ideal gas.

u know something about like poles repel?

it actually applies in real life,

for physic is about nature,

thats how nature will be,

even for me.

Where do you think u stand?

u cant even stand on the floor,

dont even bother thinking about it.

Left eye twitch positive

right eye twitch negative.

how true is this?

MJ is flooding the media.

pray hard for him.

and pray no floods appear this month,

in your town.

my chinchilla ran out of the cage.

got a hard time to get it back

but lucky its back, if not i wun be able to sleep tonight.

HarryPotter and the Half Blood Prince:

Movie- i wonder if i'll watch it. who will wan to watch with me?

PSP- the game graphic is quite suck. harry's face is like a monster, on a closer look, it was square.

and i got stuck at the Quidditch match

everything turn black and left this crossfire.

before that was saying 'switch spot'.

i wonder what it means.

then after that i lost the match

unknowingly. Z

STUCK.

Geez.

YABAI! TMR GOT PHYSIC MCQ!

lol. ftw. like i care.

2009-07-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

2009-06-13T04:22:00.002+08:00

it has been quite a while.

the thing is,

i've been in my house for a total of 5days??

it felt like i never leave my house these few days.

and all i can do is talk to myself

like i usually do.

like always huh,

not too shabby.

so things like goes on and on..

being so lonely by myself,

its like im back to my old self.

im so lonely

that im going loony

it has been quite a while since i touched my piano.

omg.

i jus realised it.

oh man, i got so much free time, other than studying i should play some scores

argh.. why didnt anyone remind me!??!

WICKED.

I havnt really been studying.

all i did was just trying to act like im studying,

just for the sake of studying.

roar.. im such failure when it comes to holidays.

jus cannot keep myself away from all the distractions.

i dun really mind if there is really a 10years bazooka now.

like if i can just skipp life to my future self 10years later.

i might know what i should now.

it's been a long time since i camwhore.

or did i really tried being one.

lolll....

i dont even try taking photos of random stuff now.

all the enthusiasm is gone

no idea how come, but well,

my phone is might as well rendered useless now.

QWERTYUIOP

thats some wicked clock behind me sio.

it is telling me that im blogging at a time GMT+8 0440

isn't almost time for people to wake up.

while i havnt even yawn once in the past 30min?

but i guess i should go soon.

Mark Zuckerberg, you are one super wicked person. lollll

oh ya. anyways.

the ray of hope has faded.

the rainbow has also faded.

even though the sun still shine bright on us.

the darkness is obvious.

blah. going to sing my lungs and heart out in K tmr.

cant wait for it.

even though my singing sucks. ha.

quite huh the shabby. P

2009-06-03T17:30:00.003+08:00

2009-05-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

i guess it's time for the 135degree revoluntionary change.

i've guessed it.

even though now is holiday,

but well, it's long over.

it seemed insignificant ever again.

there are some things that are no longer necessary

i pull myself out of it

and live it my own ways.

i yearn how things turn out that way.

beyond my imaginations.

i cant find it.

i was quite envious.

i cant help it the way things are. :/

probably.

bottle is the best object.

2009-05-22T19:48:00.003+08:00

my blog,

my style,

my way,

my rules.

WOW.

I FEEL DAMN SUPER FRESH AFTER A RUN

AT THE BEDOK STADIUM!

SHIOK MAN!

MUAHAHAHAHA.

lol.

i knew i needed an exercise.

if not my body will really rot and continue rotting.

woooooooooo!

anyway.

ha.

let me catch my breath.

when young, my tuition teacher were telling me that i'm very stubborn person

and was always complaining to my parents how stubborn i was

like i also dont know why, but the only word she can use is

Stubborn.

lol

maybe i didnt do her work or smth

or i keep making the same mistakes repeatedly after each corrections.

tt time i was really brainless

like, whats wrong with my workings and craps.

how great to bring back memories.

she made the today me.

at least i got a 10points for Os.

SUPER SATISFIED tt time.

but actually i stopped from her tuition after end of sec2

cos she doesnt want to teach sec3.

but she gave me a good foundation.

hmm.. my maths, is all thanks to her.

sec1, is unbelievable thrashed all.

sec2 still on among the tops.

but after i left her tuition, quite lack of practice.

then abit suck

but still clinched A1s for both maths :D

hm, i wondered if i've mentioned the above before not.

haha.

well, most importantly is that she still remains as a good teacher,

despite all the scolding and canings(LOL) and complains and whatever la.

and that i'm super grateful, but i just dont express them.

lalalala.

happy today.

cos i ran my heart out.

maybe not entirely today, but now, i am.

from young, again..

i dont know why i suddenly wan to talk about the past.

i've always been quite the independent.

cos both my parents are working,

so everything i do, is like 'DO YOURSELF'

'GO THERE YOURSELF'

and stuff like tt.

lol..

so maybe i created this side of me.

probably quite insane inside me

got some attitude problem

got some emo-ing problems.

cos most of the time i'm always alone,

so i talk to myself.

maybe i already created a split personality

who knows.

ok dont know what else.

i have to travel all the way from my house to tuition by bus

at like pri3? or by train la.

oh ya, and yay.

i was just over sensitive.

that person wasnt avoiding me

or maybe very mild.

tee-hee.

not bad liao.

--oh well, i wonder whats on 29th may.

- damn long never touch a basketball.

someday..

later.

2009-05-21T08:03:00.004+08:00

i really don't get it.

Minor stuff like that

also make people not happy.

then what is this world about?

haiii.

i got this pure headache since yesterday during GP.

after the presentation, i was quite stunned by my headache.

i had no idea why i had it.

and it has dragged until now...

the world is like quite against me or some sort.

i have no idea what happened,

but someone is sort of like avoiding me for some reasons

i really dont know what i've done.

or maybe i'm way too sensitive,

and thought that those actions that person did

was meant to keep away from me.

well, it doesnt really matter though.

hope it is not something terrible...

and is still within salvation.

in addition to the headache,

i had PE lesson this morning

which made me into a even hated person.

(by the world)

i knocked sort of head to head with Jeffri

that's not the worst..

my spectacles broke.

wow...

and it actually left a scar on my face.

god..

it is like somehow, alot of things,

or instead,

unfortunate things happened to me.

it has been a super long time since i broke my glasses.

and i quite hate it when i broke it.

first, have to pay to get it repair or buy a new frame.

secondly, i have to walk without my glasses.

so everything in the world seems to be blur.. and blur... and very blur.

thirdly, it adds up to the collection of broken specs,

like this is the don't know 564864789256494751437842348414864756874th specs i have

and i thot i would never break any more specs again,

but i did it again...

UGLY.

damn it.

what have i became?

my life has changed quite abit.

i have no idea why and how.

i've lost many wills.

i've lost my patience.

(like ROARRAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR)

i've lost my sport attributes.

i've lost my memories.

(probably the head concussion i suffer)

i've lost my stability.

i've lost my determination.

and i have begun to make stupid mistakes in this dumb life

which i showed no means to learn from them.

Mistakes after Mistakes-

Hesitation

Procrastination

Self-Denial

Hatred

Scars of life.

IN MY FACE!

isit going to stay as just a bad memory?

come on.

this isn't going to help.

there's no point in blaming the world and shits

like what F said.

then what?

Satisfactory?

what a joke..

'jo-ku'

ever heard people shout out 'TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN!'

lol.

theres something that everyone needs to know

did u realise that some people who actually comment that other are typical singaporean,

are actually typical singaporean themselves.

it is like, it is super typical for a Singaporean to call someone typical Singaporean.

it's like point ur index finger at other people while pointing

3 of your very own fingers at yourself.

or maybe it's just a mirror.

on the other side of the mirror,

is the guy himself doing the same thing a typical Singaporean would do.

watashiwa akuma daisuki-desu

sou-le-Jia

(lol. i'm sure its wrong)

but just... Later.

2009-05-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

i just hate this world.

this rotten world is really more than just rotten.

it's because of the existence of this world,

that created earth then created human being

which lead to the creation of my existence

and after all the stupid inventions and discoveries made by human

we are bound to die under our own hands.

be it a natural disaster due to human continuous pollutions and release of harmful products,

or some crazy suicide bomber and terrorist trying to kill the people they hate or just any random people on the street.

so whats human existence for?

if diseases like the Spanish flu many years ago killed duno how many bloody millions of people,

why will there not be another stupid disease that will spread all over the world and kill even faster?

maybe with the improvement in science and technology, slowed down the spread of the diseases, thats why the recent SwineFlu is already declining.

cant They just create a more powerful disease to wipe us out?

lol. how pathetic You people are..

the unaffected people will be like panicking and preparing how to prevent the spread of tt disease or reduce the impacts to the minimum.

spent so much money for precautions and became over exaggerating

even school put so much emphasis on one stupid logbook for recording temperature.

it's just paper. something that we took from nature.

we killed more trees to save ourselves.

what a joke.

but in the end, we are still killing ourselves no matter what.

look at the bloody weather in Singapore.

it has gone to the extreme.

a sudden downpour then next minute its all hot and burning.

no one could stand the heat,

its so unbearable that it felt like we are just next to a strong fire.

we are just Fails.

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if you ask me if i would rather watch animes or die.

guess whats my answer.

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now that holds the true meaning of the title of my blog.

;towards the Darkest future.

everyone hates school

everyone hates to do what people always want them to do.

everyday, its just study and eat and sleep.

it is almost like pointless.

for those who know how to appreciate themselves more one,

congratulation.

at least you spent more time being happy than hell lot of other people.

people live in fear.

fear of losing to people.

fear of letting others down.

fear of being insulted being a noob.

fear of being one who dares not to admit.

fear of just producing some important words.

fear of being alone

fear of being isolated

fear of being too loved

or just fear of loving others

fear of being a betrayal

and even more durrrrrr......

Hope is just an optimistic view of life.

to me, life is worthless to some extent.

it is quite true that without hope,

people should really just die.

actually i would rather want the world to be lack of hope.

the much much earlier generations put in so much hope in the future

so much so that they placed so much more stress for the laterlater generation.

given that, the laterlater generations also placed high hopes for the even later generation.

this just goes on and on..

if there were more pessimist in the past, less discoveries will be found probably.

we will have less things to learn and stuff.

less demanding, and less efforts.

(SOY JOY?)

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To people of the world who are sad,

MUAHAHAHA

nothing.

i'm not sad now but quite annoyed.

and to friends who are sad,

there always your friends, your good friends, your close friends, and ur best friend.

if u try to make an effort to meet, chat and talk ur heart,

everything may be better.

Its like everyone has a pair of ears for a reason or two.

they can listen to what u say, give some comments,

or just purely listen.

sorry if i'm not a good listener,

cos i think i got some hearing problem.

i got problem understanding what some people are saying

so i probably need that person to repeat himself or herself by saying 'HUH?'

or more politely 'sorry?'.

and i'm also lousy at giving comments

"AND PEOPLE FROM MSN STOP SENDING ME STUPID URL, GO CLEAN UP YOUR COM!"

ops. its just that i jus received 3convo on the urlvirus thingy

in just 1minute.

FTW, my CHINCHILLAS ARE CUTE!

damn... i thot i wrote quite a hellot already.

but it still seems so short....

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sorry that i'm quite and maybe very introverted.

i tried to communicate more.

i've made more friends.

haha, and its actually quite nice to have these friends(:

at least there someone to talk to

talk about something random.

*If there are other Earths,

i wont mind trying to live there a a few years

cos this Earth is quite sucky.

(not sure if i had upload this pic b4) :/

-sorry of the sucky grammer and poor vocabulary.